brightens the blue shutters, overspilling the foot of the bed we sleep in.
It is quiet yet…deep and tidal
when I hear the light
say, You will not be given to do everything you want.
I remain quiet, as nearly
poised as the edge of salt in the air that fills the room.
It may be I’ll not climb the hill
overlooking the vineyard. Or drink the wine. It may be
I’ll sit alone into the night
over a page of words as the stars make their slow
early light and erasure. It is quiet yet….
To wake you I will rise and pin my nightdress to the line
below the sill,
and bring a basin of water to the open window, offering it to the sun.
Within the white shrine
that fronts the sea, light will brighten the hem of the swirling garment
but not flood
the face of the sacred image.
I turn my head to watch you as, slowly, I rinse
my neck, my long
arms, my armpits, breasts. The covers stir. Only last night I buried
my face in a mass of flowering jasmine
and breathed in
such sweetness. I stood there as long as I could…
as long as I dared. And never once
asked if I’d been given too much. Or too little.